23 mnths

hate myself for being so weak
hate myself for not being able to be born another way
hate myself for not being able to compromise fully
hate myself for not preventing things from changing
hate myself for not being able to make u love me more
hate myself for not believing anymore
hate myself for being paranoid
hate myself for being so useless
hate myself for not being able to bring us back to how it was
hate myself for not being able to stop my love for you
hate myself for hurting you
hate myself for letting go of you
hate myself for losing you
hate you for not being able give your all
hate you for not being able to become my dream
hate. love.



失去后才珍惜，比完全不珍惜更叫人痛苦。
因为这只代表不是做不到，而是不愿做到。


love n lost. 23 mnths.