emo week

emo week, coupled wif super duper ultra wrong n BLEEDING love.. >.<

i have to admit that right now things aren't looking very prospectful, but i still want to give it a shot... it's true that habits are almost impossible to change, but for us i wan to challenge e impossible.. i cant promise tt i'll do a splendid job, n im giving a lot of room for setbacks n failures, but i would really really wan u to let least gif me a change n try tgt wif me..

i understand tt ur past relationships have made an impact on u, ur views of relationships and ur way of handling things now.. i cant say tt i'll be able to do a better job than them, cannot say tt i noe how to love u in a better way or tt i can gif u more than they did.. but i would deff wan to walk alot further wif u than they ever did.. wan to hold ur hands for as long as i can..

u said u wan to mk mi happier than any other guy could.. tt u dun wan mi to be sad.. but dun u noe it's oni those who r special n dearest to ur heart tt could hurt u e most? dun be upset when u see mi getting upset over u, e oni way tt u could restore e smile on mi face is by keeping urs on u..

dun assume tt e quarrels n fights r goin to drive us apart.. wad we need to learn is not how to avoid them totally, but how to stay tgt n love each other more through all of it.. i believe figths n quarrels r inevitable, esp when we're so sensitive to each other's well being.. i will try to avoid these clashes, but i guess wad's more impt is to learn how to minimise the harm when they do happen.. i am a slow learner in relationships, n im forgetful n careless, so pls, be patient wif mi n stay by mi to help mi thru all of these.. i need u..

dun ever deny our relationship anymore i beg of u, it's tearing me apart everytime u do tt.. n im so afraid tt my tears wll just shine neg light on us n mk u deny us even more.. mi tears r not a sign of how much im suffering cos of u, but a sign of how much u mean to mi.. which is y i dun wan to turn tt into a weapon for ur sympathy.. it's worth a lot more than tt..

n pls, dun ever push mi away at e heat of a moment.. whether u mean it or not, it'll still crash mi into pieces.. n seeing mi lidat will then crash u into pieces.. we both noe how much we mean to each other, n how insecure we both r, so let's not add on to e pain..

i'll learn to love u better i promise.. so do learn how to love mi better too..

let's try to mk our feelings a glue for our relationship, let's stay tgt wif e help of our feelings...



i love u fund.. i really do..


xnr